a complicate feeling...

im happy.....happy wif my production group is in the top ten shortlist in the IGEM 2010...
nx week going to kl to attend the ceremony....
im down......down because of something happen to me....n between my frens.....
GUILTY feeling occupy my brain....since the day b4 the free week begin....
im reli do something wrong in tis step....
maybe....i join the contest is the wrong at the beginning oledi...
everything happen in the wrong timing...
i hate myself...hate tis kind of feeling....hate everything....
but i hv to apologies to everyone of u....
I DON'T DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes....tat's wat i wan to said...

anyway~~~Congraz~ to whom hv in the shortlist~=)